Bowl

Cami Park

 

The potter decides to try something different. With damp hands he transforms bone-white clay into a delicate thin-walled vessel wide enough and deep enough to contain its own emptiness. It takes many days to dry, after which the bowl is fired, unglazed. Its symmetry is
perfect.

Fragile and huge, the bowl sits in a booth in a crowded craft market, an odd piece among the potter's more colorful and practical wares. Children dare each other to curl up inside it and are shooed off by adults who then paw the bisque for imperfections before choosing something bright and useful. So it goes, until a tiny, pretty wife arrives with a large, impressive husband. The wife circles the bowl once, then twice, without touching it. She looks to the husband as she inquires about the price, and a purchase is made. The wife squeezes her husband's arm and smiles.

The bowl is placed carefully on a large low table in the best room, where the carpet and furniture is white and plush and children and shoes are not allowed. This is where drinks are served, but it's risky and uncomfortable and the guests usually end up in the kitchen, standing around with their glasses in their hands.

Sometimes, when the house is empty, the tiny wife sits on the plush white couch in front of the bowl and imagines herself curled up inside it. She sits there a long time, daring herself, thinking, what would her husband do if he returned home to find her so contained? Would he react impressively, striding about and waving his arms while making perfectly sensible points in a perfectly rational tone, before retiring to his study to make a series of important phone calls? Or would he fix himself a drink and sit uncomfortably on the edge of the couch, across from the bowl overflowing with emptiness and his tiny wife, an odd piece in the plush room, silence settling like dust between them?

She holds a magazine in her hands, just in case.